Year end suprises !

Been quite sometimes since the last blog. I have been quite busy recently with lotsa changes in my plan, my play...

Well, let's start with my Langkawi trip. We had a wonderful trip. We had a very enjoyable trip together. Although, it was quite a short one, but it was enough for us to recharge and reenergize ourselves after all the hard days work. That was back on Oct then.













After that, to my own suprises, we managed to find our own home sweet home, finally on the November month. Vin and I have been looking and searching for our own home for quite sometime already... And finally, we got it. We are actually still busy preparing and getting things done for all the processes needed. Sometimes, we really got fed-up with the mini minor things that needed to be settled, hence I enjoy that little every moment to get it settled.

Getting our home sweet home is the first phase of our journey together. I want to treasure every moment of it. And lucky me, Vin is committed to every single thing we discussed and planned.

Next, it will be my birthday suprise. This is my first time celebrating it with my bunch of primary schoolmates. Dont know why, this bunch of friends always make me feel wanted and secured, easpecially that single "lil' woman", always cheers me up. We started getting closed again since the beginning of this year. We had lotsa funs together throughout the year. She is the one who always cheer people up and 24/7 standby for all of us without fail.

TT, a happy go lucky girl. She has plans for everyone of us irregardless of any occassions. My birthday is not excluded. She knows I will be away on my birthday, so she planned it to celebrate earlier. And last nite, we had fun of it. And you know what, I had the celebration together with Bosco, the HK artist !

Well, im now packing for my trip to Hong Kong tommorrow actually... It is winter now. I will be there for my birthday and Christmas ! Last but not least, I am going for the Andy Lau's concert too !

YEAH !!!

An evening at Pavilion

Pavilion is the hot topic around town. The Gardens, Mid Valley on the other playing its name "sound" too...

They are big, people say... They are grand and they are talking about high end and branded stuffs.

Well, me and sayang had actually planned going window shopping either in one of these two NEW shopping malls and we ended up in The Pavilion. We reached there around 5.45pm... Both of us just walked and walked around... Due to its floor layout, I found it not "window shopping - friendly"... hehehehe, as I couldn't find the shops i wanna go, the place i wanna go... The floor layout like hiding every shops one and another... made me feel a lil' tired and frusfrated.

Not forgeting to mention the brands that its carries, from Parkson & Tangs as its anchor, from A/X, Banana Replublik, CK Jeans, DKNY and even Giordano concept store. Also bringing in some brands from the southern region, the Lavender bakery... from Singapore, the Michael Angelo's and Soo Kee Jewellery.

Enough introduction of its "branded"... back to my lovely evening with my sayang... *grin*

Dunno why, sayang brought me in to a jewellery shop and we looked for diamond rings. I tried out a few designs and sizes. I was wondering why... *grin* Is he going to propose soon? kekekek...

Sometimes better not to expect too much or too soon. I have to stop my imagination here. Feel a lil' bit afraid actually. Do not know afraid of what. Afraid of what will be reaction if the day comes? Or afraid of having the commitment?

...

After that, we went down for some food. We were looking around to fill up out hungry stomach. But due to, its just right the "buka puasa" time... everywhere is packed. We saw people queueing up to be seated. We saw people waiting hungrily for food to be served.

Finally, we came to a Japs restuarant, YO! Sushi that has the least people. It feel the same old conveyer belt Genki Sushi or Sushi King. So, we went in. Price were range from RM3, RM5, RM8, RM10, RM14, RM16 & RM18 per plate. We thought the prices were quite reasonable... however, it proved us wrong. The average an eatable sushi plate are actually priced from RM8 and above. It is actually so so so expensive.

After our expensive dinner with a half full stomach , we continue to walk around to see what can we buy back home for supper. We came to a shop selling donuts. The crowds were terrible and the quere were long. It's called J.Co Donuts & Coffee.

Look at the crowd... These were the queue and I was one of them... hehe

You gotto have lotsa choices to choose from. There have lotsa flavours !

The almost empty trays with the varieties of donuts ...

the Copa Banana...

the Berry Blue
the Tiramisu

the Mango...

And this are MY DONUTS !!!

After buying donuts, we head back home. We paid the parking, and you know what... The parking fees... how much it costs again? It was RM9.50 for only 3 hours !!!

All I shall say is that Pavilion is for those really with heavy cash !

hmm....

my "Fu Chow" style of breakfast

Sayang promised de other day, that he will bring me to have the red wine chicken mee suah... and I said "Red wine? No lar, its drunken claypot chicken..." But he confidently answered, "It's red wine chicken mee suah... You've got to believe me."

Okay... Let's go this weekend, then.

The Fu Chow Restaurant just located somewhere around the Pudu market. Its a corner, renovated & refurbished old shop. The ambience is decent with an airy ventilation, clean and tidy.

Sayang ordered two bowls of the red wine chicken mee suah, two pieces of the pancakes & four pieces of the fu chow meat balls.

Look at this... This is really the red wine mee suah. It tastes something like the drunken claypot chicken, but it gives you some different feel, somehow... *grin*

The portion is just nice that myself can finished the whole bowl. It comes with few pieces of chickens and some spring onions.

Red wine chicken mee suah, fu chow pancake & fu chow meat balls

The restaurant in fact gives you lotsa variety to choose from... from curry noodles to mee suah, and there are types of side order for you.

The fu chow pancake is something like our chinese "chu yuk piang". Inside the pancake, there are minced meat, spring onions and... some lil' dices of dried oyster !

Fu Chow pancake

The price is also quite reasonable. The mee suah only cost about RM4 - RM5 per bowl. The pancake is RM1 per piece and RM0.50 per piece for the meat ball. This is worth a try for those who is obssessed with food. Somehow, this restaurant had been recommended by our local program "Ho Chiak!" and also been publised in The Star newspaper...

its a long long week...

Its a Thursday today. Still another day of battle tomorow in de office. This week seems so long, seems so slow and seems so tough for me...

My schedule is actually packed with appointments every single day, but why? Wit lotsa appointment, my time shall run so fast... Why its still seem so hard to go through??? I had given a terrible training this morning... to a terrible client. They are really giving me problems everytime. Before I went for that training, I've got myself prepared with everything that I feel needed and not needed too. I've told myself, "Just be prepare for the worst, then my day will be better..." However, it turned out sour with lotsa ridiculous Qs and comments. Back to office then, received numbers of emails requesting this & that which I find it... waste of my time.

arrrghhh... !

yeah...

I had my finger lickin' good KFC for dinner last nite ! *grin*

craving for KFC

I feel like eating KFC out of a sudden. I smell it now, I taste it now.

Was telling Sayang that I wanna have KFC for dinner tonite, but he will be late at the office again. *sad*

I think I just have to leave my "temptation" aside. Pa ma surely go for our usual dinner style. They are not really fantasizing fast food for their main meal...

*sob*sob*

KFC, there's where I want to be...

I am so HUNGRY dy...

Moody...

Im moody today...

Colloeuges asked me why, my boss asked me why...


I dunno why I am feeling moody, especially today. Been sitting in front of the PC for quite sometime. I wanna write something, I wanna pour out something. But, I do not know what to write and where to start. I've been thinking and thinking...

Its a Friday today. I have an appointment for an interview on Monday actually. I cant decide whether to go or not to go. I feel is yet the time for a change, but I feel reluctant to continue working like this here... *sigh*

Sayang coming back late again tonite. Saying that his lady boss is hosting an open house today after the 'buka puasa' time. This means, leave me alone again at home, have my own dinner and wait for his return. Sometimes, really sick of the "waiting" process.

Just got a call from office, saying that this "P****** E**** C***" project having some problem. Lets call it "PEC". I dont understand why the PEC people always giving me problem, problem and problem... They are demanding and they are ridiculous sometimes, I think. Sorry to say so... But I really can't stand it anymore. Nevertheless, its a BIG project for the company and its draws quite a huge attention from the BODs, but its really S*CKS for me.

Back in the office again today, the last minutes request to get a JOB done happened again... I feel so suffocated, really. *arrghh...*

Seems like my post today quite a messy. Here a bit, there a bit... Just like my mood now.

Im not in the mood, today...

Really gotto be extra careful, next time

I find myself kinda bad luck recently...

I've met an accident about two week ago, when I was on my way to work early in the morning. My car bumper went "kemek" and needed to be changed to a new one, that cost me few hundred bucks. Very kind of my daddy, that admitted my car to the hospital, and he beared all the medical fee of it. *grin*

Today, from this morning I've met a "P" driver, that his skills are sucks. I followed him from behind, and he kept pressing the break non-stop. At a junction, he had a sudden break and I almost knock on his backside. However, luckily I was not following him nearly, that I managed to avoid that knock again.

Then, just now... I was picking up some laundry that I visit every week. I always make the same U-turn, and I always use that same old road. BUT, I met a new motorcyclist that dunno came out from no where, suddenly coming towards my car. I had a shocked and stopped. He came down from his two wheels and scolded me, saying I didn't drive with my eyes.

Oh my... I do not know how to respond, I just kept myself quiet, looking at him innocently. And I drove away.

I told my sayang about it, and he asked me to pray more at home...

My play...

I have started writing since young. I wrote in a diaries. Little did I know, I have in fact collected a few books of my histories in my drawer. From then, I started blogging. My previous blog has been suspended for dunno what reasons... and that I am writing here. Most parts of my histories recorded down this "Prince" of my heart, from young till now.

Life has been changing a lot these few years. There were ups, there were downs. But, no matter ups or downs, he is still there, by my side giving me supports and encouragements. Sometimes, when I looked back, its just like an interesting play. A play that I've written for myself, a play that I've been through.

Sometimes, I feel myself lucky for what I have and I had. But sometimes, I still blame for what I feel or I think is imperfect in my play. He always says I am demanding and I have a very high expectation. Towards my life, and towards him.

"Am I really so?" I asked myself.

I do not know whether am I really holding too tight. Is this because of I am feeling insecure, low self-esteem, or I have no confidence in him? I cant answer to myself. I have no answer...

I knew he has been a good Prince of mine. He did the very best of himself to make me happy, to make me joy. He like to see me chuckles, he like to see me cheer. But my chuckles become lesser when we are closer, nowadays. I do not deny that I feel blissful too, but do not know why I do feel disappointed sometimes.

This life... is my own play. There is always a conflict between two extremes.
Whether too live it joyfully or not, that's my rule...