Tuesday, May 23, 2017

I'm back in another stage of life

Never realized that this blog has been abandoned for such a long time. Re-read all the posts that has been wrote and I feel like it was like yesterday that all had happened. 

Almost 6 years past, am now venturing towards another stage of life. All the previous hatred has changed. We are now in a happier path and time is all needed throughout the journey of acceptance and heal.

Leaving the past stories aside, let's talk about now...

I have had left my job of a decade built. It has been almost 3 months now that I am staying at home since my last day at work on 7th March 2017. The decision of leaving was hard and it has took me really a lot of courage to do so. There were many reasons of quitting; stress at work, nonrecognition from the management, office politics and most of all, our family planning. 

Hubby and I has been trying for quite sometime, but luck and baby dust are always not on our side. Hence, we hope with the decision of quitting my job would gives us a better chance with less stress and less worry. 

Some stages of our trying to conceive: 
May 2010: got married

mid 2013: started to plan for baby, had some preliminary check with gynecologist at Columbia Asia Cheras. Doctor advised to try naturally for sometime first. 

2013-2014: been trying to conceive naturally

Mar 2015: seek for TCM assistance for about 4 months (with Chinese herbs medication)

Jun 2015: started first IUI at Prince Court under Dr. Paul Tay supervision; failed

Aug 2015: second IUI at Prince Court; failed as well

Sep 2015: infected with vaginal infection; Candida Albicans; treated with some antibiotics medication and vagina pessary from Prince Court

end Sep 2015: infection continues; seek for 2nd opinion from KL Fertility under Dr. Helena Lim; treated with Pro-biotics medications

early Nov 2015: follow-up consultation at KL Fertility; found a 14mm polyps in my uterus

Dec 2015: Polyps removal at Pantai Hospital KL under Dr. Helena's care

2016: vaginal infection keeps on disturbing now and then. Hubby and I have no choice but to put on hold the TTC plan until I feel comfortable to continue.

Jan 2017: Hubby and I decided to continue our journey with IVF at KL Fertility. 

mid Mar 2017: started my first acupuncture treatment (in weekly basis) at Xi Fertility together with Chinese herbs medication daily; under Dr. Yuan Ting supervision. She advised that she required few cycles to monitor my situation in order to start my IVF treatment. 

Apr 2017: appointment with Dr. Helena again to initiate the IVF plan and scan; found another polyps growth that needed to be removed 

My heart went down totally when I got to know there's another polyps growth in me. I felt lost and worried. All in my plan now is to get an IVF treatment but yet there's another polyps that needed to be removed. From Dr. Helena's explanation, I have no choice but to go for the frozen embryos transfer.

I have just started my IVF treatment yesterday with the first injections. Will explain more in my next post. 

Positive vibes I needed so much!














No comments: