20092009

Sunday, 20 Sept 2009, Buddhist Maha Vihara Temple - A venue that had mark a remarkable day in my life, another important date that have to be recorded in my history.

Vin and I had our registration of marriage today and witnessed by our families members, together with closed friends around. Both of us had get the preparation ready over the weekends. We went around town to shop for gown, heels and Vin's attire... and of course the most challenging task was to get my stuffs. My gown was one of the earlier task that we had went all places to find a suitable one. After that, my heels was another tiring tries and I couldn't find a pair until the last weekend before our ROM. He wanted to make sure I have the most comfortable heels to walk around that day, I have the most carefree gown with my lovely hand bouquet and my simple yet elegant hair stlye... :-)

Vin's mama and his friends reached KL on saturday morning, a day before our ROM. We rented a house nearby for them to overnight. Aunty came to my house visited mummy and accompanied mummy almost for the whole day. Vin and his friends went out to get my hand bouquet of carla lilies. We ordered the bouquet a week before according to my requirement of how it being wrapped. Unfortunately, as it rained over the evening, my hand bouquet reached home turned yellowish. Due to carla lilies are so "missy"... Vin bought anoher 5 stalks to prepare for the worst. Who knows when the night comes, both the bouquet and the other 5 stalks were all turned down and yellowed. Vin quickly made a call to the florist and ordered another bouquet to be collected tommorow early in the morning. This time, with no choice, I opted for white roses instead to avoid any "emergency" again.

Early Sunday morning, I woke up at 6 in the morning, got myself ready to go over to the rented house to be dressed up. I had made an appointment with my hairstylist at 7am. He straightaway got my hair styled and clipped up. Very simple yet pretty with a hair band... my hair was done in just less than an hour. After that, Vin's turn to get his hair styled while Sis Fong hepled out with my make-up. This was the most tidious part, where my eyes got so sensitive of all the eye products. My eyes keep on tearing, they couldn't get the fake eyebrow sticks and the eye shadow was getting thinner and thinner... They had applied and re-appplied and re-applied for almost 3 times that had taken about more than 1 1/2 hours only on my make up.

While I had my make-up being done, Vin had went out with YC to collect my new hand bouquet of white roses. They reached BMV at about 9am but yet, I am still not done. KY reminded that time is coming to 930am already, we got to leave soonest. We picked up daddy from home and straightaway to BMV. Sis Fong will be fetching Ma and aunty later and we do not want her to wait too long. I reached BMV about 10am. All my ji muis reached, waiting for my arrival... :-D I had Leai, Sue Ann, Yvonne, Equan and Calice present.

Ma managed to attend my ROM happily... she reached the venue about 20 minutes later. We proceed to the ceremony once she reached. The ceremony started with lotsa our personal pro and semi-pro photographers taking photo shots... The Registrar read out the vows of marriage in front of both of us with pa and Vin's ma as witnesses. We exchanged rings and kissed each other... The simple ceremony ended with pictures taken together with the registrar and the new family members.

We had booked 2 tables for lunch at the Cheers Palace Restaurants. Everyone went for the luncheon as well as Ma... She came a lil' late as Sis Fong sent her home first after our ceremony. We do not want her to get tired and too excited... so, we asked her to get home first. She attended the luncheon almost to the last dish... we were all very happy to see her. After that, the luncheon ended around 3pm.

And that, we have marked a history... Vin and I, the husband and wife...

the 4th cycle of chemo...

The 4th cycle supposedly has scheduled on the 2nd Oct. Due to mummy's condition was extremely weak... she couldn't make it that day. After coming home from the 3rd one, she has been sleeping all days long for about more than 2 weeks. She has lost her appetite, she has lost her energy and even she has lost her ability to control on her motion... We have thought of means and ways to help her stimulates back the taste buds... but yet, she feels everything bitter.

On the 2nd Oct, we brought her back to hospital for the chemo, and as speculated, she is not fit for the theraphy that day. Blood test result came out that she was so weak to go through it... her blood count drops. For a normal person, they should have a 12 pints counts, for a chemo patient they should have a 8 pints counts. But mummy, had only 6. Doctor advises she has to take alot of protein to regain her energy and to raise the blood counts. But yet, when we thought of discharging her from the theraphy ward, doctor came by and told us mummy needed to be tranfused in 2 pints of blood, which every pint would takes about 3 - 4 hours.

Mummy has to be admitted into ward that night... We stayed and accompanied mum till late night. Vin and aunty brough dinner over. Pa stayed overnoght with ma in hospital and we went home at around 11pm. Things went on well, and she managed to come home the other day evening. The therapy has postponed to another week on 09.09.09. Hopefully, by that time, she able to recover better and is fits for the therapy...

Final payment

We have got the letter from developer SHL saying that the keys handover is ready.

YEAH !!! Vin & I went to SHL sales office at Sg Long yesterday, we paid RM 2,070 for the final payment. Appointment for keys handover and house inspection had made on next Saturday at 11:30am at Sg. Long.

After inspection, the simple reno would starts. We will not have any major one, just some moving in of cabinets in rooms & kitchen, plaster ceilings, lighting and paintings. Myself is targeting to get everything done by November. So that, things can be get in the house slowly and completing before CNY next year.

Yeah !!! I am getting excited ! I want a BBQ night just in front of MY HOUSE!!!

kekekeke... ;-P

I had a stressful week...

I dont understand why... I dont understand why everytime I am the one always got scolded when she got angry.

Sis WY came over this morning. I don't know what happened at first that mum scolded her downstairs. I went down and I listened. She just found an odd job somewhere near, yet the working hours are weird. She will only knock off at 2am after the shop closes. Thus, she wanna stays over night at our place, till morning she will goes home. For GOD sake, eveyone would knows, Pa will surely got angry with this, whatsmore Aunty will be coming over on and off to take care of mum. Mum asked me to duplicate our house keys to her... At first, I was reluctant but yet, can I not to do so?

I believe, she told Pa about it, and he straightaway objected seriously. Sis WY did not came over, not even a night. I knew, Pa & Ma must had argurments just because of her. Why couldn't she understands that we are now all worrying about her and yet she gets things to worry herself. She still wanna make herself carries burden that she is not able to...

The whole week, Ma not only did not talk to Pa. She even did not talk to me. Why? How could she did this to me? What have I did wrong? I called back home on Monday afternoon. She straightaway bombard me... WTF??!!!

Ven: Hello mummy, where are you?

Ma: Why do you care where am I? Is that important to you?

Ven: *blurred* I just wanna ask, do you cook tonight?

Ma: I only cook for myself. You guys settle yourself.

I was like, what did I do again? Just becouse of the stupid things and you treat me like this now? The whole week, she just treated everyone like enemies.

I really dont understand why. How come Sis WY would not use her brain each time... How come she would not thinks? Ma is now sick, and yet she still does stupid things and makes everyone suffers...

I wish you Enough !

Recently I overheard a Father and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.

Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the Father said, 'I love you, and I wish you enough.'

The daughter replied, 'Dad, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Dad.'

They kissed and the daughter left. The Father walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see he wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?'
'Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'.
'I am old, and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' he said.
'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough.' May I ask what that means?'

He began to smile. 'That's a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone..' He paused a moment and looked up as if trying to remember it in detail, and he smiled even more. 'When we said, 'I wish you enough,' we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain them.' Then turning toward me, he shared the following as if he were reciting it from memory.

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear.

I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting.
I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good- bye.

He then began to cry and walked away.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them; but then an entire life to forget them.

To all my friends and loved ones, I wish you Enough !

My dress...

I have found my dress finally.

A dress that I will be wearing during my registration day and also for the dinner to be held in JB...

We have been walking around the whole Sunday, from one shopping complex to another shopping complex and I've finally bought it. We bought it from TANGS Pavilion and it costs RM 499.

the front pose...

the side pose...

Saturday, 25 July 2009

A busy saturday i had, with all scheduled marked as "DONE".

As announced to pa and ma that we will be going for ROM soon, we submitted our form to the Maha Vihara Buddhist temple today. We met the Uncle Lee there, being briefed that on 20.09.2009, there will be a lot of couples gonna registering themselves too. We got to be early, as the turn is serve as first come first serve basis and ceremony starting at 2pm...

After the form submission, we went to The Gardens to order our wedding bands. We walked in to Love & Co. Most of the sales person there had recognised our faces. The salesgirl that attended to us previously walked up to us, knowing which pairs that we have shorlisted, she took out and follows our eyes... We picked and choosed again, we tried again and we still got back the pair that we had last choosen the last time. The pair of wedding bands cost us RM 4,428.00... having some heart ache feeling, but yet it is "OUR" wedding bands representing the bond & commitment between us.

Later that, Vin said I gotto find a proper dress for the day and also to wear it on the dinner at JB. We walked from all shops in The Gardens to all shops in Mid Valley, yet I couldn't find one suitable. Terribly tired, I wanted to go home... Vin still dragged me into the MetroJaya. We walked and walked, finally found a dress that I liked so much. Tried it on, the size was one size bigger. There was a correct size but the it was a navy blue. We want it in white... Asked the sales assistance for a smaller size of the ivory color that I wanted, but don't have. We left our contact number to the sales girl. Hopefully when they found it and got the stocks re-order, they will call me...

mummy's hair trimming experience

Mummy's hairs starts dropping. It drops even more after the 2nd chemo. She wears surgical hair cap at home to prevent her hairs dropping everywhere... Sis Fong brought her to buy a wig last weekend. Comes home, she wears and she styles... Due to her hair falls unevenly, she looks a lil' unneat when we wears the wig.

So, I brought her to our usual hairstylist for a trim...

When we reached there, the 2 trainees asked mum who is she looking for... they saw her wearing cap & mask, giving mum a very "weird" eye contact. I faster followed her at the back, I said, "We are looking for B***y." They saw me... recognised me as the frequent customer, they open the door and call for the hairstylist. B saw us walking in, quickly approaches us and welcomed mummy by holding her to the nearest seat.

I would say, B is a very caring hairstylist and he really know how to take care of mummy. He teaches mummy how to take care of her scalp, to use only mild shampoo, how to clean the wig and so on. I appreciate his professionalism that makes mummy feel comfortably sitting there without a cap or wig...

After the first chemo

We brought mummy to hospital for the chemotherapy early in the Monday morning. All the way to the hospital, we were all quiet... myself having some kinda weird feelings, worrying the side effect that will happen to ma... I believed Pa and Ma were worrying about that too.

We went in to the day care ward at 8am sharp. Nurses started to do all the blood test and injections. Later then, ma needed to be dripped with 2 tubes of sodium monochloride, only then follows by the chemo medicine. The whole process took about whole day, Pa and I waited at the hospital, accompanying mummy.

Mummy came out from the ward at around 5pm, she was able to walk as normal, i suprised. The side effect was not hitting that much... she has no vomits, but she feels the drowsiness. Back home, she has the appetite during dinner time, even she took supper with a cup of hot milo with biscuits.

A day after that, the side effect started... Mummy started to feel vomiting during meals, she feels deep tired and lost of strengths. I see her always on bed and sleeping. Her volume of meals taken in reduces. Her appetite is bad...

Today, the 4th day after chemo. I see her improving. She feels like eating this morning. I called her just now, Aunty is bringing her out to have some noodles... :-)

... mummy's report

Lotsa people called up asking me how is mummy's report and what is the result...

The lymph nodes has been diagnosed as positive... It is a cancerous cells. Mummy will need to go for a 6 courses of chemotherapy, follows by the radiotherapy and then have to consume for 5 years of the hormones pills to totally beat the disease. The chemo, she will have to do it every 3 weeks once, depending on how well she could takes it.

Doctor says, if mummy able to take it well, and suffers not too much, she can proceed timely on the therapy. If she is not able to, the therapy will have to be prolonged, suiting her ability. Doctor mentioned also, she may vomits, she may feels dizziness or unconfortable after the therapy... She will loses appetite, feels plain and so forth.

The first session will starts on the 29th June.

HE hears my prayer...

Thank GOD... Mummy's report on the ultrasound screening showed everything is normal and there is no cancerous cells spreading in her internal organ. What a relieve to know that... the only thing to worry about now, specifically is only on her next report - the lymph nodes.

Doctor had once explained that, if the lymph nodes shows positive, it is very depending on which stage it is. If it is still at the very early stage, mummy still can avoid the chemo session. She can opt for oral medication.

Still praying hard...

26 May 09, 9:20am

Pa and ma went to hospital to get the biopsy report early in the morning. While I was on my way to work, mum called... "Are you driving now, Ven?" "Yes, called you back in a short while. I have no handsfree..." I called back, I sensed something not right... Mummy picked up the phone, and she told me she is admitting to hospital in the noon. Daddy will be accompanying her, asked me not to worry. From the report, mummy diagnosed with the breast cancer and she has to be operated soonest possible.

I hung up the phone and drove back to office calmly... As soon as I reached office, I called back asked if she wants a second opinion from one of our befriended doctor. As she explained over the phone, as per doctor, it is confirmed that the lump is a cancerous cells and she doesn't want to drag... I cried. Daddy called back telling me to be brave and strong yet I felt helpless and empty. Pa ma asked me not to tell anyone, as they afraid the news will frighthen everyone as it is such a sudden.

Till noon, I couldn't bottled up anymore... I knew need to inform Sis. I SMSed her during lunch time, she immediatly called back and asked. I cried again as I explained... I felt so painful inside, I felt so helpless, I do not what to do. My tears keeps falling down uncontrollably on my cheeks...


27 May 2009, 10:00am

Mummy called me from hospital telling me that she will be pushed in to the operation theater at 11am. I asked her not to worry, telling her I will be there went she is out from the operation. I packed my thinngs up in office, rushed back home meeting daddy, had a quick lunch and we headed to hospital rightaway. Reached there at the ward, at 3:10pm...

I headed to her room, no one inside... I walked out and asked around from the nurses, mummy was still in the opeartion theater. I was so worried... why it is takes so long? Doctor once mentioned that the ops will only takes 1 - 2 hours, but now 4 hours had past. Soon after we went into the waiting room, we over heard the nurses saying that a patient is being pushed back from the OT. Pa and I quickly followed them and waited, mummy is on the way back to ward.

She was still drowsy, until she complaint she was hungry at about 5:00pm. Doctor dropped by once before this and she is allowed to drink and eat if she feels to, as long as she does not feel vomitting if she drinks. So, I gave her a lil' bites of soft bread and a quarter cup of plain water. Doctor came back and checked on her conditions after that, found out that the wound was swollen, suspecting blood clotted inside. After some doctors' discussion, informing daddy about the seriousness, mummy has to be pushed in again for the second operation to remove the clotted blood soonest possible.

The risk - mummy ate and the possibility of getting chocked will happen and it will causes pneumonia. If a patient ate, she has to be fast for at least 6 - 8 hours to ensure her stomach is empty and all muscle and organs die-down...

6:30pm - No choice, we have to take the risk... Everyone was very worried looking at mummy's condition. She was transfered to the "ICU", given the assistance of oxygen to help her breath smoother. Nurses were busy preparing the packets of bloods and platelets. Machines monitoring her blood pressure and pulse... Pa, Sis, Vin and aunty were all here praying for mummy.

8:10pm - Mummy was being pushed in to the OT again. Expecting her to return to the ward at 10pm. We went out for a quick dinner. Everyone have no appettite and I felt not hungry at all. We rushed back to hospital and waited at the waiting room. Every single minute seems take so long. Mummy was still inside until 11pm, i began to worry and asked why it takes so long. Vin saw me could not sat still, I was walking around, peeping outside hoping that mummy is being pushed out. He came by my side, comforted me.

11:30pm - Mummy being pushed out, we followed her back to the ward. Nurses transfered her back to the bed. She fall asleeps. Daddy asked us to go home and he will be staying over to look after her. We raeched home at 1am, showered, getting stuffs ready for tomorrow and I slept at 2:30am. A long and tough battle day is over...



28 May 2009, 5am - Mummy's birthday

I woke up, bathed and Vin followed. We reached hospital at 6:30am, with myself having an uncertain thoughts, mixed feelings and mentally unrest. Vin was quiet all the way sending me to hospital, held my hand tightly... giving me strength. As we reached to the ward, I saw mummy sitting upright on the bed, waving outside looking for a nurse. I quickly went in and asked, "What do you want?" "You feel pain?"

"No dear, mummy wanna go bathroom... Daddy went downstairs for breakfast." I asked if she can walks, and she said yes. Thank GOD... I see her getting well this morning. She is getting better. I helped her to the bathroom and Pa came back. He said, "It's too early now. All cafeteria yet to open for business." Pa said whole night no complaint from mummy that she is pain or feel uncomfortable. She even came down from bed and washed her face in bathroom earlier. Seems like she is progressing well...

I accompanied mummy whole day in the hospital. Vin and aunty came by during lunch & dinner. Soon later in the evening, mummy has transferred back to the normal ward into her own room. Everyone feel more comfortable and easy. Mummy still looks tired, she still sleeps and resting on the bed.

For the following days, Pa and I took turns to stay back at the hospital to accompany mummy at night. Mummy got discharged from hospital on Sunday noon, she came home feeling blessed and happy. On and off, every two to three days, Pa got to send her back to hospital for check-ups and removal of the tubes that still attached on her body for discharge.

10 June 2009, 9:30am - Daddy's birthday

Today, Pa is sending her back to hospital again for the ultrasound on the abdoment checking. This is to ensure if the cancer cells has spread around and to take pre-caution early. They went out early in the morning, I have yet to call them to check on the result. I hope everything goes on well, no spreading and mummy will not have to suffer for the unnecessary.

Dear GOD, do you hear my prayers?

Please spare my mum from diseases and sufferings...

so long...

So long... I have not bumped myself into the blog again. Reading back all the posts, it seems i am only updating it every few months. 

I used to pen everything down since young into my diaries. Never did i know, that i actually have few books inside my drawer recorded all my histories. I only realised it when i trying hard to search back for an important date in my past, i flipped through all pages, i read through almost single words... then only i realised, i have actually grown up, i have been through a lot and that creates the "me" today. 

I was actually trying to locate back the very very first unofficial "date" with vin. I wanna to use for our registration date. But sad, i did not manage to find it. It is not written in my diary, i am curious why it did not penned down... Anyway, vin and i still discussing on this, trying to find a memorable date for both of us. 

We have confirmed our wedding day for the chinese wedding dinner & custom ceremony on the 23 May 2010. That would be exactly one year from today... 

Looking forward, we still have lots to plan and to decide. Getting marry is really not a 2 person thingy... byt its involved 2 families. Headache, headache, headache... but enjoying every moments of it...

*Hugs*

Last day of August '08

Wow... it has been sometime that I did not update my blog. The last one before this was talking about my bro whom left for more 3 months already. Well, talking about my bro, i did sent him at the airport and i was crying while he said, "silly girl, stop crying."

On and off nowadays, he still calls and writes me emails. We still chat and shares like before. Recently, i am very uncertain and sad. I had arguments with Vin and I feel lost.


Vin : No need wait for me for dinner. Will settle myself.

I called him and asked why didn't he tell me before he left. He just said, "I'm not coming back for dinner. Dont have to wait for me." I am so frust and said, "You should know where's the limit is. This is too much." I hung up. I am so angry and disappointed, that I really cant stand his attitude this way, I sent him a sms.

Ven: You are not doing things in a right way.

Vin: As always, i am always in de wrong. I am used to it already.

Ven: Is this the way you doing things? Is this de way you handle the situation? Your intention shows that you are blaming me now. I have told you my worries. But you are indirectly giving me pressure to give in just for a new car! Is this the right way? Is this call discussing?

Vin: I have tried to discussed and try to gain concensus with you. You wanna me to listen to your view but whenever i raised my view you accept negatively. i never tried to force you to give in. But hope you consider and reach a consensus together with me. look back the whole process on how i handle this situation. I always try to accept your viewand realign myself. I give in and further try to achieve consensus with you. How is your respond?

Vin: Lets drop this discussion and i already gave up the intention for new car. This should be a happy situation. Not something like this. It defeats all purpose even you think i am forcing you. I swear it never crossed my mind to force you.

Vin: And i come out today not to show i blame you or force you to agree. I feel very tired and I need a breather and forget about all these, thats all.

Ven: You need a breather. What about me? You just walked away from home in front of ma without a word. If you are not blaming, why dont you tell me when you are leaving? Is this the way we normally communicate?Have you tried to put yourself on mine? Is this the way you gonna treat me next time when we do not reach consensus n you need a breather?

Ven: Altho, i always give you negative responses. But which time i did not give in? When you wanna buy alpha, i object at first. But i give in at last. When you wanna buy psp, me too give in. And when you said gps, me too try to persuade myself. We are now talking about a big commitment. I need to make sure we can really afford. I am just thinking twice to make sure we are ready. But you think im objecting you. Who dont want to ride on a new car?

Vin: I am not gonna list out all the time where i did give in to you. All these leads to nothing. Just take it as i never mention before. You wanted me to listen to your concerns but have you consider mine? Lets drop this suggestion. I dun want later you said i force you to give in again. Try to think back on all this. No matter big or small i discussed with you before doing anything. This shows i respected you as you are to me.

Vin: Sometimes i also have my disappointment and frustration. You will always keep quite and ignore me. I am de one always make up and try to coax you back no matter what. I wish to be coax and hugs initiated by you at times. You will always mentioned my shortcoming but what bout de time when i am good to you?

Ven: As i always said, im not those who yell things out when things are not right. You know this since de very beginning. This is me. I have been telling things out when im not satisfied. But when i voice out, you will too shows me faces and say im selfish. This word have been clinging on your mouth for so long when everytime there's disagreement, im de selfish one. Im talking matter by matter. And im not pulling old stories back kinda ppl. This time, you just walked out like that, is this de right way? We are staying in a family. Not only both of us.

Vin: Fine. Always i have to consider bout you. And i consider bout myself.

Ven: See, im selfish again.

Vin: No i am in de worng.

Ven: You are saying like i dont consider about you at all.



He came home not long after that. For the whole night we did not talk and there was not any eye contact between us. Do not know why, I did not cry this time. I dont feel like crying at all, only anger in me. Until the next morning, I as usual go to work and he too. He did not call me while on the way to work. And for the whole day, we did not communicate at all. When about the evening time, he sent me a sms to my DiGi number.


Vin: Sayang, vin wanna apologize to ven for the bad attitude yesterday. Can ven forgive vin ma? Vin belanja ven for dinner tonight k?


I read that, but I did not reply him. I just put my phone away and continue my work. I feel sad with his attitude. I do not know how should i respond to him and i do not know, is he going to treat me so in future when there is any disagreement among us. Not long after that, he sms me the same message again to my Maxis number and i replied.


Ven: Was vin's attitude no good? Ven thought vin already used to it de?

Vin: Sorry Sayang. Lets not argue over it anymore ok? Vin at fault too. Vin apologize to ven. Really de.

Ven: Sometimes ven feel like you are not the vin i know anymore. You get angry so easily nowadays, and you can just treat me so cruel. Vin promised before, that you will not leave me alone. But what have you done? Now vin apologize, then you leave me again.


Vin: Sayang, i agreed nowadays my temper are real bad. I also know i get frustrated very fast. Vin agree to change Sayang. I will control my temper and remind myself not to throw bad temper at you, dear. Ven got to forgive vin only vin can change. I know i shouldnt behave like yesterday. Vin promise to control. Vin really wanna end this as the feeling after that is painful for vin too.

Ven: No next time.


Vin: Yes dear. Vin promised. Later vin sayang ven, ven sayang vin back can ma? We dun argue anymore. Ven also change a bit can ma?

My good colleague cum bro is leaving...

The whether forecast for the this few days is cloudy, in my mind. My mood is dull and I see things so grey...

One of my good colleague is leaving soon for a better oppurtunity. He is leaving soon to grab a better prospect far far away from Malaysia. Do not know why, the feeling of loneliness and the fear comes to me so sudden, just like i am lost somewhere. I couldn't hold the tears when I was telling this to Vin.

He, is the closest one to me in my tenure here. We talk about everything from A to Z. He is just like a big bro to me. He stayed back late just to accompany me finish up my work. He buys me coffee when he knows i am frustrated with my on-hand projects. All this, develops and until we formed a strong friendship. I take him as my buddy. He takes me as his lil' sis. He always calls me "siu mui mui" although from age, he is much more younger than i am.

Now, he is going to leave. I feel sad and I feel glad. Im sad that he is leaving to somewhere faraway. But, I am glad that I knew him as my friend, my buddy and my bro. I wish him good luck and all the best.

Vin's proposed on my birthday's eve

Saturday, December 22nd, 2007

SINGAPORE, Shoyu Japanese Restaurant: A lovely boyfriend of a birthday girl had kneeled down onto the floor to proposed in a local japanese restaurant here, Shoyu. This couples came into the restaurants in pair with another pair of couples, YK and SH, known married.

When they arrived, a waitress attended them by giving a brief introduction of the restaurant, brought them for a visit to every of their "personalised" room. Each and every room comes in theme with colors; red, black, white and pink.

The two pairs of couples, enjoyed their light dinner with our few signature dishes in the red room.

Then, the peak of the moment happened. The two ladies were brought into the Black Color theme room, with a background of cherry blossoms. There, laid on the dining table was a plate if puddings and cakes with a candle lit up. The ladies were suprised, especially the birthday girl who did not expected the desserts at all at the very first place.

Came in, the prince charming of hers with a hand bouquet of dozens roses written on it, "Will you marry me". The gentleman presented the bouquet to the lovely young lady, whom was speechless at that moment, slowly kneeled down onto the floor. With a lil' box coming out from no where, he then presented her a diamond ring.

At this moment, the speechless young lady was frighthen and suprised by all the sudden acts of his boyfriend, moved a few steps backwards avoiding the embarrassment. He held her back to his front and express out his words, "Sayang, will you marry me?" Poor the young gentleman, had expressed out a few times, yet he got no answer from the blushing young lady.

Finally, when he held her hand tightly, giving her the assurance... the lady nodded her head and he slipped the ring in to her finger. They cuddled each other tightly and that recorded the ever special moments for this young couples, Vin and Ven.

My Birthday with Bosco !

Hey, let's check out my birthday celebration's photos which I've taken with Bosco and my frens !


the family photo...



singing birthday song...


cutting birthday cake



Ven + Bosco

Year end suprises !

Been quite sometimes since the last blog. I have been quite busy recently with lotsa changes in my plan, my play...

Well, let's start with my Langkawi trip. We had a wonderful trip. We had a very enjoyable trip together. Although, it was quite a short one, but it was enough for us to recharge and reenergize ourselves after all the hard days work. That was back on Oct then.













After that, to my own suprises, we managed to find our own home sweet home, finally on the November month. Vin and I have been looking and searching for our own home for quite sometime already... And finally, we got it. We are actually still busy preparing and getting things done for all the processes needed. Sometimes, we really got fed-up with the mini minor things that needed to be settled, hence I enjoy that little every moment to get it settled.

Getting our home sweet home is the first phase of our journey together. I want to treasure every moment of it. And lucky me, Vin is committed to every single thing we discussed and planned.

Next, it will be my birthday suprise. This is my first time celebrating it with my bunch of primary schoolmates. Dont know why, this bunch of friends always make me feel wanted and secured, easpecially that single "lil' woman", always cheers me up. We started getting closed again since the beginning of this year. We had lotsa funs together throughout the year. She is the one who always cheer people up and 24/7 standby for all of us without fail.

TT, a happy go lucky girl. She has plans for everyone of us irregardless of any occassions. My birthday is not excluded. She knows I will be away on my birthday, so she planned it to celebrate earlier. And last nite, we had fun of it. And you know what, I had the celebration together with Bosco, the HK artist !

Well, im now packing for my trip to Hong Kong tommorrow actually... It is winter now. I will be there for my birthday and Christmas ! Last but not least, I am going for the Andy Lau's concert too !

YEAH !!!

An evening at Pavilion

Pavilion is the hot topic around town. The Gardens, Mid Valley on the other playing its name "sound" too...

They are big, people say... They are grand and they are talking about high end and branded stuffs.

Well, me and sayang had actually planned going window shopping either in one of these two NEW shopping malls and we ended up in The Pavilion. We reached there around 5.45pm... Both of us just walked and walked around... Due to its floor layout, I found it not "window shopping - friendly"... hehehehe, as I couldn't find the shops i wanna go, the place i wanna go... The floor layout like hiding every shops one and another... made me feel a lil' tired and frusfrated.

Not forgeting to mention the brands that its carries, from Parkson & Tangs as its anchor, from A/X, Banana Replublik, CK Jeans, DKNY and even Giordano concept store. Also bringing in some brands from the southern region, the Lavender bakery... from Singapore, the Michael Angelo's and Soo Kee Jewellery.

Enough introduction of its "branded"... back to my lovely evening with my sayang... *grin*

Dunno why, sayang brought me in to a jewellery shop and we looked for diamond rings. I tried out a few designs and sizes. I was wondering why... *grin* Is he going to propose soon? kekekek...

Sometimes better not to expect too much or too soon. I have to stop my imagination here. Feel a lil' bit afraid actually. Do not know afraid of what. Afraid of what will be reaction if the day comes? Or afraid of having the commitment?

...

After that, we went down for some food. We were looking around to fill up out hungry stomach. But due to, its just right the "buka puasa" time... everywhere is packed. We saw people queueing up to be seated. We saw people waiting hungrily for food to be served.

Finally, we came to a Japs restuarant, YO! Sushi that has the least people. It feel the same old conveyer belt Genki Sushi or Sushi King. So, we went in. Price were range from RM3, RM5, RM8, RM10, RM14, RM16 & RM18 per plate. We thought the prices were quite reasonable... however, it proved us wrong. The average an eatable sushi plate are actually priced from RM8 and above. It is actually so so so expensive.

After our expensive dinner with a half full stomach , we continue to walk around to see what can we buy back home for supper. We came to a shop selling donuts. The crowds were terrible and the quere were long. It's called J.Co Donuts & Coffee.

Look at the crowd... These were the queue and I was one of them... hehe

You gotto have lotsa choices to choose from. There have lotsa flavours !

The almost empty trays with the varieties of donuts ...

the Copa Banana...

the Berry Blue
the Tiramisu

the Mango...

And this are MY DONUTS !!!

After buying donuts, we head back home. We paid the parking, and you know what... The parking fees... how much it costs again? It was RM9.50 for only 3 hours !!!

All I shall say is that Pavilion is for those really with heavy cash !

hmm....

my "Fu Chow" style of breakfast

Sayang promised de other day, that he will bring me to have the red wine chicken mee suah... and I said "Red wine? No lar, its drunken claypot chicken..." But he confidently answered, "It's red wine chicken mee suah... You've got to believe me."

Okay... Let's go this weekend, then.

The Fu Chow Restaurant just located somewhere around the Pudu market. Its a corner, renovated & refurbished old shop. The ambience is decent with an airy ventilation, clean and tidy.

Sayang ordered two bowls of the red wine chicken mee suah, two pieces of the pancakes & four pieces of the fu chow meat balls.

Look at this... This is really the red wine mee suah. It tastes something like the drunken claypot chicken, but it gives you some different feel, somehow... *grin*

The portion is just nice that myself can finished the whole bowl. It comes with few pieces of chickens and some spring onions.

Red wine chicken mee suah, fu chow pancake & fu chow meat balls

The restaurant in fact gives you lotsa variety to choose from... from curry noodles to mee suah, and there are types of side order for you.

The fu chow pancake is something like our chinese "chu yuk piang". Inside the pancake, there are minced meat, spring onions and... some lil' dices of dried oyster !

Fu Chow pancake

The price is also quite reasonable. The mee suah only cost about RM4 - RM5 per bowl. The pancake is RM1 per piece and RM0.50 per piece for the meat ball. This is worth a try for those who is obssessed with food. Somehow, this restaurant had been recommended by our local program "Ho Chiak!" and also been publised in The Star newspaper...